Eliminate the idea of getting rid of yourself.

You are not the problem. That should never be an option, no matter how low you feel. That is not a course of action that you take under any circumstance. Even if you feel everybody thinks that this is what you should do to or with yourself. To hell with what they all think. You will live anyway even if life sucks infinitely to you more than anybody else who has ever lived.

Your existence in this world is not the problem. Nothing will be solved by your absence from this life. Nothing will be better if you weren’t here. The world wouldn’t be better off in case you don’t exist. It’s great to have a higher meaning for life. A higher purpose. A calling. It’s awesome to be passionate about many things in life. It’s great to find what you’re really or most passionate about in this life. But the lack of these things doesn’t mean that you failed and you shouldn’t try to keep existing. It doesn’t mean that there’s no reason for you to keep living.

Stop looking for a purpose to justify your existence. Your mere existence is more than enough. Life doesn’t have to have any meaning beyond that. There should be a normal that is okay and fine that you value aside from the fact that you’ve reached the best in this world yet or not. It’s not all or none!