What you’re about to say, I don’t wanna know.

You know sometimes you feel reluctant to say or do something because you’re afraid what a certain bunch of people would think. Not what everybody would think, just a certain handful of people. In this case, I got a trick that might actually lessen that hesitation. Imagine they’re all dead, preferably due to no fault of your own, and proceed accordingly.

Sometimes you feel like there’s a handbrake that gets pulled on its own whenever you attempt to do one thing or the other. You know there’s nothing wrong with what you want to do, and you have no reason at all to prevent yourself from doing it. Except one reason, the judgment, criticism, or opinion of a few particular people who have abused you countless times in the past for years. When you try to implement the general strategy of not giving a damn what anybody else thinks of you or whatever that you do with your life, for some reason it doesn’t work in this case, despite the rule being that general and encompassing.

In this case you have no option but to create a sub rule that is designed specifically for these motherfuckers.

You specifically are becoming more and more reluctant and hesitant to say or do anything, literally anything, because of what will go inside the heads of those people if they happen to come across whatever that you say or do anywhere someday.

This is not about you being shy, embarrassed, or an introvert. This is not basic fear of what others might think negatively of you or your content. This is you’re so sick and disgusted after decades of abuse you don’t want to come across whatever the fuck they have to say concerning whatever that has anything to do with you, your words, your actions, or your life. You’re done. And you’ve had enough of their idiocy for a lifetime.

So you keep burying yourself under the ground because of that. Which is not what I want you to do with yourself or your life. All because you’re too kind and gentle to fight back. Even if they’re not going to judge you or say anything negative concerning you or your work. You still are too disgusted you don’t want to even know what these creeps think. You don’t want them to touch you, neither physically, nor metaphorically. You don’t want your life to be touched by these people. You want nothing to do with them. You want to live in an entirely different universe where they don’t ever have a chance to exist in. Even if what they have to say is pure positivity, you don’t want to hear it, you don’t want to know it, you don’t want to come across it, and you want to stay away from it as far as possible. What you’re about to say, I don’t want to know. Enough with the poison. Enough with the desecration. Move out, go no contact, and live your life as if they’re no longer among the living. Don’t let those garbage humans win. Save yourself. Do something.