The final outcome is all there is. The final outcome is all that exists. The final outcome is all that matters.

Outcome is everything.

Whomever told you otherwise has committed gaslighting on a profoundly disgusting level.

How you feel during trying to attain any positive outcome whatsoever is irrelevant, and does not matter, and does not make any difference whatsoever.

Only the outcome will set you free.

Only the outcome will liberate you, and destroy all your shackles and crush all your mental chains and restrictions.

The absolute crushing extreme perpetual inhibition you have all the time is not a sign of maturity, or being responsible.

It is not a sign of being fully developed, or a rational grown-up. It has nothing to do with being an adult. It is a sign of dopamine deficiency.

It is a direct result of low dopamine, serotonin, and reward, in your life.

That’s why if you tried to do more or overextend yourself, the whole thing will fall apart.

That’s why it is safer in your situation to not do anything, and hence the excessive inhibition.

Outcome changes all that, as long as that Outcome is worth it.

Only attaining the outcome you’re after changes everything. Only attaining the final outcome will make a difference.

Anything else is irrelevant. Anything else does not matter.

Anything else does not exist.