The very thing that you deploy in order to avoid missing out on life is the very thing that leads to you missing the entirety of it.

Being focused on the journey or the present moment doesn’t lead to anything special. It just makes you fully present during the process of wasting your whole life.

Meditation is just a tool perfectly designed to crush your creativity, intelligence, productivity, desire to live, and who you are, and exacerbate whatever depression and self-loathing you already have. It has been created by religious people who believe that everything about you and your nature is wrong, flawed, sinful, and needs to be crushed in order to facilitate and pave the way for the process of religious indoctrination. Surprisingly enough, it is being utilized by new age spirituality proponents for similar reasons or agendas. There’s nothing good that can come from repressing your impulses. True enlightenment, fulfillment, and growth comes from pursuing and following your desires and impulses to the fullest.

There are people who gave up on life. Gave up on even trying. Trying to live it, or be part of it in any sense. They call this wisdom because they envy everybody else who is actually living their lives to the fullest. They consider themselves to be wiser, superior to the rest of the population, because they are so special they totally refuse to participate in life at all in any manner. They just sit there all day long meditating. They are too good to do anything. They just exist, and this existence is all there is. They just be. And they have everything they will ever want or need within themselves. After all, they are the enlightened, and you are still a beginner. Who are you to judge. Wisdom belongs to them only. After all, they speak slowly, and it is fact that turtles are superior to all faster animals. You cannot question their profound stupidity or infinite emptiness and nothingness, because you are not enlightened, actualized, or superior to the rest of existence yet. They are closer to source more than you could ever be. Their presence is so terrifying. So overwhelming. They seem to need nothing, want nothing, and do nothing. Ever. So perfect in every way imaginable, despite criticizing perfectionism every step of the way. They have all the answers, despite having none. They claim to know nothing, and simultaneously know everything, and because of their superior knowledge, they arrived to the conclusion that they know nothing, they cannot know anything with certainty, and nothing can ever be fully known or understood. Ever. They are still superior to you though, no matter what you do, and no matter who you are or what you become. You cannot compete with them, because you are reluctant to waste your whole life doing absolutely nothing at all, in the name of joining the ranks of the enlightened or fully actualized. They won the game, by not playing it. They never played it, and they never will. Any real life challenge, or any challenge there is, is beneath them. Except the challenge of repressing themselves all the time until they have nothing left to ever need to repress. They will always be better than you at controlling their impulses and urges, because they have none. And for some reason you allowed them to brainwash you into believing that this is somehow better. All their claims are unfalsifiable. You cannot prove them wrong, except by trying to be alive, for once.

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