“Much to learn you still have.” – Master Yoda

You don’t need to improve because you don’t have what it takes to deserve the new higher level that you’re aspiring to get to. You improve, because you can’t get to a higher level that is still beneath you without becoming godlike enough to overcome every single obstacle and hurdle the system throws your way in order to keep you down forever, no matter how good you really are, and no matter how hard you try.

There’s nothing wrong with you. You are doing everything right, but you are still losing anyway despite doing everything right and having what it takes to rank up in life or the dominance or competence hierarchy because things are sort of corrupt, unfair, and ruined by an endless swarm of sociopaths and pure evil, corrupt, immoral, and brain dead people.

There’s nothing wrong with you. You don’t need to improve to qualify for or deserve anything that you want that is better than the garbage can that you’re stuck in through no fault of your own, despite being genius.

You only need to improve because only through becoming unstoppable, godlike, phenomenal, extraordinary, and exceptionally legendary and great, will you ever be able to make it out of absolute rock-bottom.

There’s no other way out. You have to be too good to stay down there. You have to be too good it’s impossible for you to last there for more than a few minutes. You have to be too good to be trapped in any sort of rock-bottom whatsoever, no matter how hard they try to stop you, no matter how broken, corrupt, evil, immoral, bad, or unfair the system that is keeping you trapped is, or the people who will stop at nothing to waste your life and do everything in their power to stop you are or could ever be.

But you do the bare minimum. The bare minimum that means you deserve better. A little bit better than what you’re currently given or stuck with.

You think that this should be enough to get me out! It means I’m not that bad! I don’t deserve the absolute lowest. It certainly means and clearly demonstrates that I don’t belong to rock-bottom. It proves that I’m supposed to rank up! Why isn’t it working! The system is unfair! Why is this happening to me! Why me! I am definitely better than where they’re keeping me at the moment. Why isn’t anything happening? Nothing has changed so far. No difference whatsoever, no matter how hard I try, even though I’ve infinitely improved compared to last year or my past self or whatever. Why isn’t it working for me in particular! There must be something wrong with me that follows me around wherever I go, ruining my life and any attempt that I make to make things better in any area of my life, no matter what. I’m bad, I suck, and I should certainly hate myself to the maximum. There must be something wrong with me, and I also should hate everybody else who’s successful despite being insanely lesser than me in everything imaginable. I hate them all, because it’s unfair. I’m better than them. Why are they doing this to me. Bad people everywhere, even the ones that are definitely good people and really want to help. Because they’re successful and I’m not, despite being better than all of them.

You keep sinking further and further, to places you didn’t even dream are possible to exist. It’s like rock-bottom of rock-bottom. Nothing is below that. And you think you are a psychopath all the time.

And you still are debating with me whether or not it’s efficient or wise to go all in in order to save yourself. Whether or not you must do infinitely way more than is needed to make you win. To do infinitely more than is necessary to overcome all barriers, hurdles, and obstacles that get thrown in your way nonstop like there’s no one else out there that can receive some of these hurdles, obstacles, and barriers as well. Like the sole purpose of their existence is to stop you, slow you down, or ruin and waste your life by any means necessary. To do everything possible, as if you’re competing at the highest level, not just trying to get out of the non-stop pure torture that is rock-bottom. You don’t want to do everything in your power, but yet, you are complaining that they’re doing everything in their power, to stop you. You don’t want to do the maximum possible. You don’t want to do infinitely more than your absolute best. You don’t want to operate at maximum capacity. You don’t want to operate at your full potential. You don’t want to go all in, like there’s no tomorrow. You don’t want to do more than is necessary to make you win even if you’re competing at the highest level possible against the best of the best of the best. You don’t want to do your absolute best. You don’t want to do more. You only do the bare minimum that is supposed to get you out of the lowest level, rank, or place ever. Everything else does not belong here, it will be too much. It will be an overkill. More than is necessary! We’re trying to be efficient here and pace ourselves, because we still have a very long way to go! We will run out of fuel before we reach anything! We must think and plan long-term. Something that could be sustained, or else we will crash and burnout prematurely!

If any random one of those who are crushing it now in any area or anything whatsoever were in your place, will they still lose as much as you do? Will they still fail forever like you do? Or will they be able to get out of there in no time, like they were just warming up? And you still think there’s nothing wrong with you. You still think you’re doing everything right. And you still think you’re perfect the way you currently are, and that you don’t need any further improvement at all in anything whatsoever. Because you’re good enough! You clearly are not bad enough to truly belong to rock-bottom forever!

And that’s why you’ll remain in rock-bottom for all time, and there will never be hope for you.

Now I know why you hate yourself.