If you hate your life, fix your life. Nobody is going to fix it for you. It’s not going to get any better on its own, and nobody is coming. Nobody is coming to save you. Fix your life and get your life together as soon as possible, as fast as you can, by any means necessary. 

This should be the purpose of your life, until you can afford to have another one. Until you have your life together, and can now afford to have other goals, dreams, aspirations, and desires.