At least you were intentional about how exactly you would like your time to be wasted.

Filling your to-do lists or calendar with random useless tasks or stuff that does not make your day look like what you really wanted your life to be like every day is like telling yourself this is exactly how I I would like to waste my time or life today.

Unlike others who just waste their time randomly doing whatever that comes to mind on a moment by moment basis, you actually took the time to schedule and specify exactly how you intend your time to be wasted. 

You’ve perfectly described how you’re going to waste your time in advance, doing exactly those specific activities, at those exact specific hours of the day, during those specific days, in order to have clarity of mind and control over how your days are going to look like. 

I love you. You are significantly ahead of the general population, who accomplish the same objective totally randomly while maintaining absolute chaos and uncertainty, and without ever using a schedule or a to-do list. 

Even though you both have reached the same destination or outcome, at least, my friend, you were slightly more organised. 

Without core unshakeable values and clarity and definitness concerning what you’re aiming for and what you truly desire in this life and how you want your days to look like, organisation tools like calendars and to-do lists will serve nothing but make the already established and existing chaos and lack of outcome in your life happen in a way that is more organised.