One of the reasons why you are reluctant to work is being afraid of being fatigued. If you do not have a safety net that makes you able to immediately start the recovery process from the state of exhaustion that you might reach or get from work, you will not accept to try doing that work at the moment. The solution isn’t finding work that’s easy for you to do every day because you love it and you never feel tired doing it. The solution is to have the option of getting some rest as soon as you feel you’re too tired to continue working at the moment. Not because the moment you feel tired you immediately quit working and go sleep or have some fun, but because it’s really literally impossible for you to push yourself any further to continue working at the moment. The only way to abolish that reluctance to do heavy work tasks is to eliminate any fear of getting or becoming fatigued, through understanding that you’re allowed to jump into a resting session right away any time you feel that you’re too tired to keep working.