Valve has to be legally forced to sell the game to another company and answer for their crimes of corruption and abuse and violence enabling in international court.

Corruption on an unprecedented level. Disgusting.

At least one high immortal smurf on enemy team Every Single Game with 300 or below games with a hundred percent win rate.

That is a crime. Fraud.

They call that ideal 5 very close balanced perfect. They waste our time and health.

Smurfs are grouped together on enemy team every single game against normal people. Up to 4 high immortal smurfs. At least one. Until you lose 2000 MMR, and then they give you normal people.

You lose MMR even if games are unwinnable and unbalanced.

All games from herald I until high immortal are of equal difficulty with the same difficulty of winning for the same person.

A herald will have the same win rate in Herald I and 17k MMR.

Ame will have the same 55 percent win rate he has in 17k plus MMR that he will have at zero MMR herald I.

Again, difficulty is identical. Games don’t get easier the lower your MMR. Games don’t get harder the higher the MMR. You get the same people with the same difficulty anyway, regardless of your MMR.

They look at your hero ban list, and pick two of them, and then search for smurfs or map hackers with a hundred percent win rate on those heroes, who spam them every single game, and then algorithm says insert both of them on enemy team to make account verified as a non-smurfing account never climb and always lose just for daring to commit the crime of PLAYING BETTER THAN HIS BRACKET.

Valve never bans the main accounts of smurfs for a reason. They need them, to keep you from climbing. Or even winning and HAVING FUN, in unranked.

This is how they keep the snowflakes at the top from complaining about account buyers. We are all account buyers to TI players. They don’t want those snowflakes to quit, like Quinn did recently.

So they decide to keep the smurfs, and teach their algorithm that they can only appear in games together, against non-smurfing accounts.

And then watch more smurfs on Reddit keep saying skill issue. To gaslight the masses.

Game is rigged. Valve has to go.

Thank you.

TI players are not necessarily the best. They are just the people who got there.

We need more educational DotA 2 content that is standardized, formal, all inclusive, fully detailed, contains all there is when it comes to DotA 2, like the DotA 2 wiki, but in video format, on YouTube. Content that takes players from zero to hero, so that the only thing that is holding people back from winning, climbing MMR, competing professionally, even in TI, is not lack of knowledge, but lack of skill and ability. Simply put, you can then comfortably say, if you don’t make it, you simply don’t have what it takes. Not that knowledge is completely hidden from you, or locked behind financial barriers.

We need content that takes all players from zero to hero, from herald to high immortal. So that, only skill and ability and IQ, shall hold you back from competing with the greats.

I watched pros play their pubs for years in the DotA 2 client. Trying to learn. 

Maybe Quinn is tilted, don’t judge. He is here for practice, not to flex. 

Maybe Yatoro is playing while drunk. Maybe he’s sad. 

I give them excuses, but they are nothing compared to any random smurf I encounter with multiple VAC bans on record and multiple game bans on record in terms of EVERYTHING. 

And then I watch Quinn in TI the last two years, and I think to myself, is this guy top 10, and second place in TI? How come? 

And then the final nail in the coffin. Topson last year, TI 2024, average herald I smurf. Identical in every way. I thought I’d see a literal God in mid IN A GAME HE WON, but, I was embarrassed for him. 

Disappointed humongously, colossally, endlessly, to say the least, in every way. Shocked, at how SLOW, he is. 

Let me explain. Imagine living under extremely harsh conditions in the Navy Seal department of the US military. 

And then looking at tough people who brag about how strong they are like Jeff Nippard or even Andrew Tate who thinks he’s the ultimate alpha male. And then thinking to yourself, is this it? Is this all you can conjure you Saruman? 

And then you laugh at other people worshipping them. 

I am not smurfing. But I have lost count of how many times my “hard noob feeder” teammates have suddenly risen from the dead, rallying around me, PROTECTING me with their lives, in games where the score was 50 – 8 at minute 25 or so, until I showed up. 

I am not here trying to convince you. I’m here asking, is there a way to passively climb MMR like you guys did, without having to go full blown “I’ll kill them, I’ll kill them all.” John Wick, chapter 2, mode?

This is like measuring people’s IQ based upon the size of their bank account. Your MMR does not equal to or even directly correlate with how good you are at the game, necessarily.

People at TI are like my children. I don’t want to stomp on them. I want to help them. 

If I go all in, it’d be something like, master Skywalker, there are too many of them, what are we going to do?

Even in TI my friend. I can go as far as saying, especially in TI. 

I’m asking for help here because YouTube videos are boring coaching sessions that take an hour plus long even though content that is actually educational, even if not new to me, could be summed up, much less explained in full detail, in two minutes.

I asked zquixotix for a series that takes the herald player from zero to hero, from herald to high immortal, but he didn’t respond.

Pain DotA has a good video about that, but he just mentions titles, no full complete training.

And BSJ requires me to be a multi-millionaire to get full training until my skills are complete if you know what I mean. He’s American and his prices are astronomical, and he doesn’t have time for me. I wish I was in Eri Neeman’s place, I would’ve been high immortal long ago.

Please be respectful when responding. You never know who you’re talking to could be in a few years.

Pursuing higher MMR in DotA 2 is worth it. It is not a waste of time or energy.

Gaining MMR is not an addiction, or a bad thing, in the slightest.

It’s the cure.

Failing to gain MMR, however, is the problem. Not having it, or having too little of it, is the problem. Not having high enough MMR, if you really care about DotA at all, is a problem. And it has nothing to do with the quality of your games. You get balanced high quality games in unranked, provided you have maximum behavior score and communication score.

The endless pursuit of it, however, without ever attaining any of it, is what could be considered a total waste of time and energy.

That is, if you’re gaining MMR, you’re on the right track. Keep going. Yes, it’s worth it.

But if you’re spending all your time and energy trying to gain MMR, and failing at it, that’s what’s a total waste of time, energy, and life. Like the pursuit of any goal that is unattainable, as in impossible to attain, ever.

That does not necessarily mean you should think small, settle for less, or lower your standards. That doesn’t mean give up on your dreams and goals, because they’re unattainable, and too hard to get.

But I just wanted to clarify, that if it were possible for you to gain MMR in DotA 2, and you went all in, and you gave it your all, and you gave it all your time and energy, even if for years, that it’ll still be totally and absolutely worth it, and it’s not because it is addictive. It’s because it is worthy of attaining. Worthy of having. It is simply, worth it. It means serotonin. More Serotonin and Dopamine all the time, regardless.

Your placement in the competence and dominance hierarchy affects your serotonin levels.

It is not like chasing pleasure that is fleeting. That is what you get from winning in unranked. It doesn’t last.

But gaining MMR, and staying high MMR, is permanent. Long-term positive effect on your mental health and well-being.

It is like getting promoted in your company, as opposed to getting a raise.

It does not ruin your life. It fixes it.

It has nothing to do with winning. It has nothing to do with addiction. It has nothing to do with empty meaningless pleasure that changes nothing. It means better mental health, and neurological functioning. Especially executive functioning. Psychological well-being, mental well-being, emotional well-being, everything gets fixed.

Simply because it means, you’re better.

Nothing can make you happy like success.

Nothing can make you feel good like success.

Nothing can compete with the happiness that comes directly from success.

Nothing can ever make you feel good or be happy like being successful. Nothing. No competition possible.

Nothing there is, can make you happy, like success, and being successful. 

There’s nothing to criticize about it. It has successfully made the impossible happen. You just need to climb, by any means necessary.

Believe me. 

I never said 12k behavior scoring people are bad in any way shape or form there is. 

I never said low behavior scoring people are good in any way shape or form imaginable there is.

This means one thing. 

The system has finally did it. 

Isolation. Instead of manually perma banning people for life because they are super toxic they should never be allowed an internet connection in the first place, for life. 

They have created a system that says, you’re not perma banned yet, but forget about playing with us ever again. 

You will NEVER, and I mean NEVER, appear in our games EVER again, no matter what. 

Simply because your behavior score is too low, and it is IMPOSSIBLE for you to climb back up, no matter what you do or how hard you try, no matter what. 

And you are not allowed to create a smurf account, which means, you are not allowed to play DotA ever again. No matter what. 

Unless.. 

Unless you change. 

You see, narcissistic psychopaths NEVER change, even if their lives depend on it. They will NEVER change. 

I haven’t seen an aggregation of psychopathic people ANYWHERE in the whole space-time in the entirety of the multiverse like there is in low behavior score DotA. 

It is impossible. Not even in maximum security prisons. 

But it is almost a hundred percent of people trapped in perpetual low behavior score DotA for life. 

They will never get out of there. NEVER. 

Good riddance. 

On the other hand, the magnitude of how much sunshine and rainbows people in high behavior score DotA is, is eye watering. And is almost a hundred percent of the people in high behavior score DotA. 

I love that. 

It is not the absence of toxicity, it’s the fact that they are good people. As in you’re a good person. Not necessarily nice or polite, but good. Morally good. As in good side, versus dark side. It doesn’t mean they are soft, snowflakes, nice, or weak. 

Valve did this. 

Valve has successfully accomplished this. 

Segregation. Isolation. Good, versus bad, until pure evil, at rock bottom. 

On that we agree. 

How hard it is currently to climb behavior score is actually a thing to be grateful for. It is what prevents swarms of VAC banned people, game banned people, psychopathic narcissistic people, and griefers, map hackers, and smurfs, from ever climbing. 

But valve, please just open the door for me for once, just to climb, and then shut it back again, once I’m up in the safe zone.

This is what keeps us protected from these people. They are the absolute worst. 

Please, understand this. You need to stop chasing MMR, and even stop trying to win, because all you need is to gain behavior score, by any means necessary. 

Think, if overwatch saw me now, will they say guilty, or not. 

And they are watching every millisecond my friend. Because you are being reported, every millisecond, by enemies, before teammates, even when you don’t grief, in low behavior score. 

Pretend. Don’t do the right thing, from your perspective. 

Do what if all overwatch in the world combined saw, they will all say, acquitted. Not guilty. 

This, gives you trust by the system, and then you will find yourself playing even with 10k behavior scoring people, even if you’re 3k, because you are deemed as good enough to play that high. And then you’ll get reported less, and over time, climb swiftly. Until you’re out of this absolute hell, for good.

Do not use chat wheel, especially all chat chat wheel, that the enemy team sees. Even if it says I love you all really and seriously from the bottom of my heart, and I wish you a happy life and the best for the rest of your life.

That is, even if the timing of the chat wheel usage is not a grief. And even if the content of the chat wheel in and of itself is not a grief.

Whether or not it’s a voice line of a talent or team eSports player or commentator or streamer, or a hero chat wheel voice line that you passively get for free by leveling up your hero.

For example, Lion says to hell with you. 

Lina says what a punk.

Drow says Amateur. 

Tsunami says imagine if you had a BKB. 

All minus 1k behavior score, if reported by multiple people at the same time at time of occurrence.

Do not use team chat wheel as well. 

Even if it says well played, or relax, you’re doing fine.

I had my behavior score climb slowed down a ton because I picked crystal maiden and was a super fun girl that kept laughing and saying it just keeps getting better, and using all her super cool voice lines which are ultra awesome. 

Minus 300 to 500 behavior scoring points per update. Despite picking a support and doing everything right. 

The formula isn’t play ranked. The formula isn’t pick support only. 

You will lose even if you do those things. If you use chat wheel. 

In addition, don’t type. 

Your keyboard is for ability usage only. Don’t ever use it to say anything, even if you will literally lose MMR because you didn’t say it, even if it is harmless and nice like I love you guys, you’re the best team ever. We’re going to win this easily.

Do not ping, no matter what. 

Do not draw on the map. 

Do not say thank you. 

Always join team fights and use spells so they look like they are on cool down before you die. 

Do not hold spells for the perfect timing. 

Do not pick carry, mid or offlane. 

Join every single team fight, no matter what, even if arteezy told you not to join that specific team fight if you want to win more in DotA. 

Stay in lane and don’t roam until after 7 minutes. No rotations, even if successful. 

Help your carry, and hit enemy heroes nonstop in lane, and don’t die no matter what in the laning phase. Die in team fights, not at first (feeder, reported), or at the end of the fight (griefer doesn’t help, reported).

Let the enemy END, if they are winning. Don’t try to move mountains to stop them. Get your update, and leave. Finish the games faster. As long as you “fought and died” no one will blame you. You will not lose behavior score. 

You will get reported every single game. Doing the above points will invalidate those reports. 

Do not play common well known supports, where people know how they are supposed to play, and they will report you when you improvise or deviate from the norm. Pick unheard of supports. 

Make your carries grateful for your support. Then they’ll commend and rarely report. 

Do not predict victory at the beginning of the game. 

Do not engage with the narcissist. No contact, until you’re free, for good.

The reason you feel tired all the time is either you don’t sleep long enough, or you don’t drink enough coffee, even if you have good reasons for not doing so.

You’ve been indoctrinated into believing that all you need is eight hours of sleep every single day, and then you’ll have full energy the next day, like your battery is fully charged or something.

You have been misled by a non-human low IQ society of non-living beings into believing that you are supposed to treat yourself like you are a non-living machine, and settle for a certain duration of time, beyond which, you should always wake yourself up, because you are supposed to be well-rested by then, and the only thing that will be giving you feelings of I need to sleep more is your laziness, procrastination tendencies, and lack of discipline.

As a living organism, you will need more sleep time, in order to fully recover, the more you exhaust yourself the previous day.

That number, the number of hours you need to sleep to attain the well-rested or fully recovered state, will vary, according to how much energy you’ve spent the previous day or several days, and will go up in value and magnitude, the more exhausted you are, simply because your body needs more time to repair itself, and replenish its energy stores to the fullest.

Saying eight hours is always enough for that is brain-dead to say the least.

Just as you will need more time for muscle growth, recovery, and building the more you workout in the gym, you will need more time, not just higher quality and deeper sleep, but longer sleep, and sleeping for a longer time, in order to recover your body, brain, mental, and physical energy to the fullest, and really become and feel like you’re totally well-rested, and ready for anything. Ready for more, and want to crush it today as well, just as you did yesterday, and beyond, as if you’re good as new.

All you need is sleep for ten hours straight uninterrupted, high quality deep sleep, with good REM sleep and dreaming, and then you wake up, and drink a gallon of coffee. This is literally the cure for your feeling tired all the time, not having enough energy to do what must be done to fix your life, or get to the life that you truly want. This will not work, unless you are physically fit enough, and you do physical exercise on the regular like a professional athlete. You still need tons of physical exercise for having endless energy. But what’s one thing I can do, to have endless energy tomorrow when I wake up, despite going to bed today feeling fully exhausted, and done with life and with pushing it so hard every single day to live my life to the fullest? Despite feeling the day before that this is unsustainable, and I need to slow down a little bit because I’m too old for this. And you start giving up on your dreams and best life, and start lowering your standards, just because you feel tired all the time. What’s one thing I need to fully recover my energy, after being fully exhausted the previous day. This is why you feel too old or too tired or low energy to do anything. And the beauty of it is, you can do that every single day. It’s not just one day where you pushed yourself, and then you crash the next day or the day after that. It is very sustainable. Because you sleep for ten hours straight, not seven or eight as recommended by most people. Add to that meditation for an hour and a half every other day, and you’ll have enough energy all the time to do anything and everything you always wanted. You just need time, and for that, the only answer is time freedom, which is attained through financial freedom, not from time management, as a futile attempt to have some quality time for yourself every single day before everybody else wakes up, whilst leading a life that you truly hate. A life that is totally not for you, according to what you think, your standards, your core values, and what truly matters to you the most.

I won’t lie to you, sometimes you might need more than ten hours straight, to become well-rested and fully recover your energy. That number could be raised to eleven hours straight, if need be, even on the daily. There’s no upper limit for that.

The rule is simple as follows.

Sleep every single day, until fully recovered, until fully rested, and until you feel like you’re really totally well-rested, and ready for anything.

Sleep as long as it takes to reach that state. There’s no right answer.

You still need to meditate, and exercise, like there’s no tomorrow, in order to maintain endless energy.

And don’t forget the coffee. Lots and lots of coffee. Every single day, even if you don’t feel like it. You’ll need it.

That’s why you need to practice everything to death, until it becomes natural to you, and less energy demanding to execute.

This explains why you seem to never be able to win again, the second you lose a game you’re supposed to win, or deserved to win, in DotA 2. Your anger next game will be responsible for your underperformance. You will play worse, when you’re tilted. That’s why you need to control your anger, instead of letting it control you, in order to retain your best and highest performance possible.

When you’re angry, you get more physical strength. If you punch a hard rock when you’re angry, you will shatter it to pieces, provided you’re physically strong enough to be able to do so. 

Impact. 

When you’re calm and collected, you won’t be able to break the rock, even if you hit it a thousand times, even with the same strength. It just won’t happen, and you don’t know why. 

Your anger, makes you stronger. But you don’t know why you lose, because of it. 

In order to win, against all odds, no matter who your opponents are, or even how many they are and how strong they are, you need to be faster. Not stronger, but better, and faster, even at the expense of strength. 

If you learn to go at ninety percent mental capacity, you will find yourself more flexible and faster. 

See, when you go at a hundred percent capacity, because you want to overdrive yourself, or overcharge yourself, or overclock yourself, you will face inevitable rigidity, even if you’re not angry. 

Because you are demanding more blood flow to your brain, and you’re pushing hard the same neurons to do their job better, and faster, so you overcharge your neurons, and end up stuck with the overcharged ones without being able to switch back and forth between them and other sets of neurons, almost simultaneously. That is, you lose fluidity, flexibility, and become rigid and fixed and unshakable, to the extent that you feel like you have parkinson’s disease or something. 

Increased intracranial tension from all this extreme pushing to surpass your maximum capacity by a large margin makes you feel like you’re going to blow up, to literally explode, if you switch between tasks, targets, moves, or actions. So, you have to keep your rigidity, in order to save your life. 

If you operate at ninety percent mental capacity, you will feel like you can do better than that. 

But if you considered how faster you are. How more flexible you are. How fluid you are, almost untouchable in the face of anything, you’d be amazed at how much superior ninety percent of your maximum mental or cognitive capacity is to a literal hundred percent capacity or more when you’re overcharged and trying to win by any means necessary. Whether that overcharge is coming from anger, or an overwhelming desire to win despite being cool and level headed. Sometimes raising necessity to achieve your goals backfires badly, and leads to your undoing. The games that you are trying too hard to win, are the ones you lose. 

In this case, aim lower. Set the bar lower, for now your ninety percent capacity is your true hundred percent, because you now understand, that aiming for the literal hundred percent, is substantially inferior and way worse than your ninety percent capacity could ever be, as long as you have a human brain. 

Much to learn, you still have. 

The beauty, of Grandmastery. Nothing can compete with that. 

Move slower. Move less, but more effective. 

May the force be with you. 

Why chasing MMR in DotA 2 is ruining your life.

Do not waste your time chasing MMR. You cannot control that. Play your best game ever, with disregard to winning or losing. That is why we’re here.

That is why we’re passionate about DotA.

Enjoying playing with the best of heroes, that make us feel we finally can use our full potential, powers, abilities, skills, creativity, and intelligence. Playing, in order to become what we truly are, and capable of. Playing, to exercise our mind. Playing, to become who we truly are, and who we are truly meant to be.

This is literally the purpose of life. Follow your passion, no matter what. Follow the pathway that leads to your expansion the most, no matter what.

The expansion of the universe. 

I have tried EVERYTHING. 

Nothing, nothing compares to the open sea. ~ Sindbad 

Nothing EVER feels like extending your grandmastery to other carries. Ones that you’ve never played with before, but only ever faced them as enemies. 

Realizing your full potential is the purpose of your existence. Is why we’re here. The universe wants to expand, and see how far it can go. It can do. It can be. It is the purpose of your life. Do it, like there’s no tomorrow.

The goal is to expand, improve yourself, grow, and become better. Realize and reach your full potential. Your peak performance, abilities, and intelligence. How skilled you can be. How creative, and intelligent you can be, and grow into. And become. Not remaining who you are, or where you are, even if or because it’s working for you.

Spamming the same old heroes, and refusing to expand to training on new highly powerful heroes, especially carries, especially in DotA 2, until grandmastery on said hero is attained, or until you become a Grand Master on every single hero that is worth it in the game, goes against that, if you’re seriously passionate about the game, and you’re destined to be the new Yatoro, at least in terms of potential.

Do not play the same heroes, even if keeping your MMR is contingent upon that. 

Look yourself in the mirror, and ask yourself, what do I want to be doing every day for the rest of my life. Do that. ~ Gary Vee 

Live according to your core values, and what’s important to you, even if it leads to the extinction of humanity. ~ Teal Swan 

I now understand. 

I had strings, but now I’m free. ~ Ultron 

Pushing against resistance, to get your life together first, and then do what you want and what you love, does not work. You will require nuclear levels of energy just to do the bare minimum of tasks. Even taking a shower will feel like performing open heart surgery for you. 

Sit in the backyard, look at the sky, in the dark, at night, while listening to music, and think: how can I own with Morph, with faceless Void, etc., like I’m the new Yatoro. Imagine that. Visualize that. Image streaming. Form builds in your head. 

Go to the demo mode, experiment like hell with all possible builds and items humanly imaginable on said carry hero. Test it out. See what makes you smile when it works. 

And then document it. Somewhere. Keep it with you forever, for life.

This weapon is your life. ~ Master Kenobi

Do that with ALL heroes. Until satisfaction. Until completion. Until mastery.

Do not play the game trying to win until you do that on a consistent basis, and feel ready. 

I’m ready to take the trials, master. ~ says every Jedi Padawan. 

Test it out in turbo games, or even unranked all pick games. See if it works against anything and everything. Regardless of your opponent. Even against counters. Screw the pros. They are ruining the game. They want to win TI. Whatever shortcuts get them there, they’ll do it, even if it has nothing to do with what the best version of their hero is or could be. 

If you end your training now. If you choose the quick and easy path, as Vader did, you will become an agent of evil. And you will fall to the dark side, like your father did. ~ Master Yoda 

Do that with every single hero in the game, and call me in the morning. 

Tell me, you are not your happiest self EVER, after doing so. 

The root of most of your anger issues is fatigue. Things are depleting your energy all day long, with no outcome to be attained afterwards. You are aware of your energy getting lower, getting drained, getting depleted, every second of every day, without anything worthwhile happening. Without any outcome whatsoever. Without any accomplishment taking place all day long. And that keeps you unmotivated all the time to aim for anything higher than coping mechanisms that are perfectly designed to ease your pain only, without necessarily helping you succeed more, nor are they considered an accomplishment in and of themselves. That’s why you feel tired all the time. And that’s why you need to push yourself against ample resistance in order to get anything done, even the simplest of tasks. Anything whatsoever, that demands an extra iota of energy to handle or to deal with, in this case, as long as you are trapped in this state, will get you angry. 

Stop trying to avoid fatigue and burnout, by working less, thinking that overworking in order to fix your life, achieve something, or get to the life that you truly want, all the time, will leave you exhausted, depleted, excessively fatigued, and will lead to burnout. The only thing that leads to burnout is lack of enough achievement. The only thing that leads to burnout, exhaustion, fatigue, constant sense of depletion, and total perpetual lack of energy, and feeling tired all the time, is failure.

The only thing that will deplete your energy, is failure. Not working all day long, every single day, until you hit success, reach your goals and dreams and aspirations, or fix your life. 

The reason why you don’t have energy, or you feel your energy is drained and depleted from the start all the time every single day is failure.

Failure in life. Failure to hit whatever goals you’ve set for yourself. Failure to get your life together. Failure to fix your life. Failure to reach the kind of life that you truly want. Failure to live your best life ever. Failure to wake up and do what you want, all day long, every single day, without consequences. Failure to attain financial and time freedom. Failure to live up to your true and full potential. Failure to become what you’re truly meant to be. Failure to live a life contingent upon you being extraordinary.

Failure to be who you are, authentically, and live in absolute and total alignment with your true self and core values, and what’s truly important to you. What truly matters to you.

Failure to stay true to your most authentic self.

Failure to do what you want, whenever you want to, as much as you want, all you want.

Failure to solve and fix your life’s problems that have been with you all your life, since day one.

Failure to make a difference.

Failure to not be insignificant.

Failure to no longer be a failure.

Failure.

It is why you are tired all the time.

It is why you feel exhausted all the time.

It is behind your fatigue, and easy fatigability, that is perpetually always there, before you even get started.

It is behind your lack of energy and motivation.

It is behind your lack of will to do anything, or be anything.

It is responsible for your lack of happiness.

It is the reason for your sense of hopelessness, and helplessness.

It sucks the life out of you, like no other.

And it has to end.

Failure is bad. The best advice that I can ever give you is, don’t fail.

There’s nothing to be learned from failure.

There’s nothing to be gained from failure, only pain, and suffering.

Stop believing that excessive failure is a blessing, is a good thing, is an opportunity, is a chance for a greater comeback.

You will only hear that, from people who never failed.