Holding my energy until I find the topic that I can work on it or talk about it is convulsing. It involves dealing with a lot of frustration witnessing your energy being drained as time goes by not just because you consume energy by just being awake, but because you are holding yourself and controlling yourself in order to not unleash all that energy within one minute by just being super angry. Containing that energy until something that is worth it crosses your mind or until you run into something that would be a cool idea to work on at the moment drains your energy significantly more than the normal decrease of energy that takes place from just sustaining yourself and staying awake throughout your day. An answer to this is commonly proposed to be planning ahead, collecting great ideas whenever you feel inspirational so that when the time comes to execute your plans, you won’t keep spinning around looking for something to create before you become too frustrated to not give up from being inhibited from creating at the moment long enough until you feel you no longer got the energy to carry you through the uncertain task ahead that you should always attempt to initiate it when you are only over prepared because you never know how much energy you are actually going to require through it until everything is perfectly set in place in a way that makes your mind at ease with declaring to yourself that there is nothing more that you are supposed to do about what you have recently created at the moment to make it any better than what you’ve actually left it like. The problem with this proposal is that you still have no idea what you should attempt to create next, and if I did, I would’ve addressed these topics right away already, because it is hard to stay motivated to do something about these topics unless you act right away from the moment these ideas or topics are born or are suggested to you by your mind or from researching other people’s work. The other problem with this proposal or suggested answer is that when you are tired you do not work, and this means that you wouldn’t think of ideas that would help you enough while working. If you were too tired to act upon the ideas, you would procrastinate and you wouldn’t try to come up with fresh new ideas and topics to work on. If you are not too tired for that, then it is recommended that or you are advised to take immediate action, and seize this activation energy you still got now when it is still there fresh before it dissipates and some other thing pops up as another method to stabilize your mood for the time being. So, when would the gathering of these great ideas occur? When will you actually sit down gathering your inspiration and collecting ideas that you should act upon and work on when the opportunity comes? You would either end up always spinning around yourself, looking for something that you can get creative by discussing, or you would wait until a good idea crosses your mind or until you run into an awesome idea from anywhere, and then start working and create something great because of it, which might take place when you are really not ready to sustain yourself during the process or handle what is yet ahead of you until you produce something that you wouldn’t leave hanging in the air incomplete until you finish it later on. The answer to this is to not go through stuff made by other creators until you are inspired enough and start getting new amazing ideas and topics to discuss, work on, and create something about. The answer is to sit down and try to come up with ideas when you are not too tired to think about new ideas to work on or create something about at the moment, and then gather them somewhere where they would be all written with enough detail that would make you able to come back to them and pick up from where you left off and understand all that you want to do with what you’ve written. Consider this planning phase to be part of your work, and not something that means you haven’t even started producing something yet. Do not wait until you start getting ideas from going through a lot of other people’s created content that you are interested in, then start producing your own new creative content. Try to come up with new ideas by just sitting there and thinking. Ask yourself what should I talk about next. What should I produce or create next. And then write it down. And when the right opportunity comes to start executing these ideas and plans, you take massive action.